I'm really hope that our friendship is not defiled with bad things in the future.
Really, really hopes.
Please, I want you to understand.
Really, really understand.
If you are reading my post right now,
Please, not just see ,
and read it,
By your eyes,
But
I'm begging you,
Please read it,
Understand
What I'm trying to convey,
Here,
With your heart.
I want you to know,
I'm really afraid,
Really, really afraid,
If one day,
Our sacred friendship,
Turns into LOVE.
Before the right time comes.
I don't want that to happen,
Please,
Again,
I don't want that to happen.
Please,
Understand it well,
With your heart.
If it's happen,
Allah will not redha on us,
There are so many,
Bad things will fall on us,
That's why,
I'm really afraid of it.
Yes,
It's true that you just wants to befriend with me,
I know that,
I understand it well,
Really understand,
Trust me,
Really, really understand.
But,
Who knows,
What I'm afraid of,
Might happen,
In the future,
Because Satan will always incite us towards disobedience,
Before that happens,
I want us to Mujaahadah,
Avoid it,
Sincerely,
Istiqamah,
Will all your heart.
I'm not pious,
To talk bout religion,
But It doesn't mean that I'm not concerned about it at all,
I'm Imperfect,
Always do the mistakes,
Full with sins,
But,
I do want to make changes in my life,
Always, I want it,
Trying and still trying,
Put more efforts on it,
To make myself better.
Ya Allah,
Please,
Make him understand,
Please,
Make me strong,
To face with the trials,
And the challenges.
Again,
Please understand it with your heart,
Understand it well,
&
I'm really meant it.
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